Dear Ana...

I made this for you to start your 2026 well.

I want to take you on a journey to revisit our friendship, our memories and what you've always meant to me..

2025 Was Hard For Us...

I know we had misunderstandings and things got complicated.

Life threw storms at both of us and somewhere along the way, we drifted.

I want you to know that I take responsibility for my part.

I lacked the emotional tools to handle our conflicts.

I was immature and wrong.

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But I've Been Growing

I was an unpolished piece of clay.

I learned that I was fearful of losing people, and I sometimes push them away before it happens.

I'm not the same person I was. I'm learning to be better.

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I noticed you all along.

I always cherished you and our friendship.

Things don't have to end just because of a storm.

Smiley You

Meeting Kimmy

Our 1st Buffet

Brown hair!

Paul's recommendation

Holland V Ramen

Favourite pose

Dumplings Darling!

Clark Quay Daiso

Very good

Usual discord

Post sports@Suntec

Wefie!

Blindbox expert

Pretty office lady

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If you can let the past go...

The past hurts. But it doesn't have to anymore.

We can get to know each other again.

I still want to listen and support you. Let's build new memories.

I want to show you this is the 2022 Ze Sheng you signed up for, but kinder, gentler and mature.

The probability of us meeting is 0.000617%.

How lucky we met!

🍌 SEASON 2 FOR US 🍌

What I Want To Tell You

I'm not asking for everything to go back to how it was. I just want a chance. Let's be happy again.

Ok, let's try. No, I prefer new people to enter my life instead. ☹️

Dear Ana,

Things went wrong for us last year. I am glad we are entering 2026 with a clear and lighter mind. I want to have a better and brighter 2026 together.

I was a boy and not a man when handling conflicts. I ran away from problems initially and was overwhelming. I let anger & ego take over me and that was not right.

I took the time to reflect and heal. I hope to show you the kinder, mature and understanding version of me. Not changing for you or to impress you. But have you met someone in your life that makes you want to fix yourself? You are the someone for me. This version of ZS is better for you and I am building him. Let me heal abit. Let me clean the old habits and mindset. Let's heal together.

I am also sorry the feelings got in the way. I liked you for years but never confronted myself. I don't like you in the lustful or a half-hearted way. I like you in the way you show up and how your kindness seeps through. I like you for being bubbly and I enjoy listening to you everyday. Maybe I misinterpreted the friendship. And that's ok.

Feelings don't have to erase 4 years of real hardship and friendship we had. Things don't have to end.

Turn page ➤

I'm not telling you to like me, after all these difficulties. Choosing a partner is a life decision and we want someone emotionally stable, mature and kind. I am clearly not that and unqualified to like you.

I am saying let's be friends. Forgive the 2025 me. Remember the 2022-2024 me. Give me time to heal & grow into the man I need to become. Don't jam the door shut or open. Let the door be. Let things happen.

Anastasia Lais, I am clear I need you in my life. The past 58 days gave me a good glimpse of life without you and I hated everyday. I hope you had days where you wanted to share me stories because I had a lot to tell you.

This is me putting 100% of my heart and soul on the table now. Yes, the friendship might be broken now. But if you give it a chance, we can rediscover what made the friendship fun. I hope we both choose to stay.

Let's do another thousand calls, drinks and meals to feel like us again.

Meeting you was my biggest win all along.

Ana, you make my life brighter, so let's walk on a beautiful path now.

With love and care,
LZS
28/1/2026